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Depressing Shit.
{ 4:43 AM, Saturday 15 August 2009 }
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Ughh.Just another emo night. Full of bullshit. I'm at school now.<3 I love ACAA. And Corinne. O: I know of three people that like me there. Two that like me here in the complex. But I can't get over him because I'm a pathetic loser. I haven't seen him or talked to him in awhile, and it's not like I'm being forced to hang out with him {in which case I would probably excuse myself, run around the corner and start freaking out and crying. Yeah, it hurts that much}. I get hugs almost every day now. Sometimes from Tyler, sometimes Chloe, Corinne, or one of the guys in my visual arts class that seems to like me. It really doesn't make a difference to who shows their attraction to me. It just leads to more of me missing him. I'm afraid that Tyler and Randy may know I still like him and know I'd say a million times yes if he asked again...which I know I shouldn't but at least there are more good times involved. I don't want them to know anything, or that when Tyler tries to flirt I hide behind my hair and zone out thinking of him just being there. God...why do I still think about him? I know that he's not worth my thoughts and tears, and I know I shouldn't have ever said yes the second time. I also know I shouldn't care any more. But I can barely pay attention during school...thoughts are focused on him half the time. It's starting to become a problem but whenever I put my head down on that desk memories flash through my head. Ughh.. On some lighter notes: I love my Corinne Muffins O: <3333 Tyler loves me. o.o Taylor obviously wants Tyler. Taylor's a dumbass bitch. So it all works out in the end :D LOL. I love Jessica, Kierstan, and Corinne. Awesomest people you'll ever meet, punks. Yeahh... Okay well. I have books to read {because I can't motherfuckin' sleep}...<3 Love, Loden { Last Page } { Page 11 of 138 } { Next Page } |
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