2009-Nov-22 - Hardly any time

Currently listening to: Ultraviolet

Mood: meh


Hey...haha jeeze its been a while, but I haven't had many interesting things happen to me lol. I am still with my bub Locky and I have only got 5 days left of school until summer break then 8 whole weeks of HOLIDAYS! Thats so crazy! This year has gone so fast its like woah! xoxo haha catch yas later!!!!

Ezz!

2009-Sep-26 - Still bored

Currently listening to: The End.

Mood: sooo bored its criminal!

Well these holidays just keep getting boooringer and booooringer by the hour. There is nothing to do but go on Blog or Facebook and talk to friends a long way away. I am missing Locky he went on a army cadets camp this week so he hasn't been able to text me. I think he is coming back tomorrow tho thing is he forgot to tell me which week he was going lol so yeah I so I wazs totally obvivious as to where he was up until a couple of days ago lol.

Yeah nothing much has been happening, I saw a really hot guy at this pool that is embeded into a cliff face next to the beach lol...mouthful to say I know...but yeah he was hot XD

Yeah nothing much else to say! MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ROCK!

Ezz

2009-Sep-22 - Heya peeeeps

Currently listening to: Kill all your friends

Mood: Bored

Hehe talking to you all from New South Wales people lol! I am bored and I haven't been on blog in a while cause no one ever comments on my post anymore >_< so I gota go any way lol

Ezz!

2009-Sep-18 - At school

Currently listening to: Still around

Mood: very bored

HI GUYS!! I am at school XD better go the bell will ring soon for recess! bYEE!

Ezz

2009-Sep-12 - I love Locky

I Locky

2009-Sep-12 - teyeah! I am cool

2009-Sep-12 - GARAH RAH RAH!!

2009-Sep-12 - Happeh bloggy please

2009-Sep-12 - All I have to blog about is Locky...<3

Currently listening to: Generation Why


Mood: meh


Hello...damn its been what like 2 months I have totally forgot about my blogs up until a few days ago! But I have nothing interesting to blog about cause it seems that its already been talked about by me in the past....Well our September holidays start at the end of next week lol FUN! No school but I will miss Locky thats why I went out with him today so I could spend time with him in town instead of at school where we get in trouble for hugging and kissing its SO GAY!! I mean we are not breaking any rules well actually we are the regulations state that students aren't allowed to hug and kiss in/on school grounds! So basically they are saying not intimacy, no showing compassion ect...so seeing my babe in town gives us that freedom to do what ever we want to do that we cant do at school. Ok so I didn't have very long with him today so says my mum and he had to be home a 11 haha in the end he left at 11:30 to go home FUNNY! He just wanted to stay with me until my mum came to pick me up ^_^ yeah but all we did was talk, hug and kiss his hands wondered around a bit XP...we cant be seen at school by teachers doing that cause we will get in trouble lol! OMG I have found another thing to blog about this happen last week on the weekend my ex was down at the farm and he wanted to come around to my place to see me. I was home alone which was good...OH yeah he is in love with me he is totally crazy about me and its scary! but yeah I didn't think that what happened would happen I thought we would just talk or something but it first started with him holding my hand, then him making me sit on him so he could cuddle me and then he started lifting up my top and stroking my stomach and inching up every few minutes. Then he turned me around to try and make me get on top of him so he could try and make a move on me but I didn't allow it...he knows about Locky but he still thought that he could get me to do what he wanted, after I told him I couldn't I could tell that it had hurt him but I didn't want to do something so selfish to Locky T_T so in the end he asked if I could still hug him and I said yes so he went back to cuddling me on the char. Nothing else happened after that.

I told Locky what happened and he seemed cool but to make sure he was cool with it I gave him heaps of hugs the following day. But yeah who knew my ex would still like me after almost 4 years...sheesh!


Ezz! 

2009-Aug-15 - Just being bored

Currently listening to: Maybe

Mood: very very very sore >_<


Hey guyz, lol nothing has really happened lately so I am not too sure on what to talk about, man life isn't treating me well lately on the physical side of things. My back is really sore it has been for about a month now and I was supposed to go to the doctors this weekend but my parents haven't been stuffed making an appointment and I REALLY NEED IT TO BE CHECKED OUT!! Otherwise I will end up dying of pain. Schools been ok I guess we had a casual day yesterday so I got to wear comfy clothes for once!! Me and Locky are doing good too I guess so yeah its all pretty much cool


Ezz

2009-Jul-27 - I am at home again!

Currently listening to: Breathe

Mood: boooooored

Well like Friday I am still sick and my tummy hurts I am going to school tomorrow I guess thats a good thing LOL! I miss Locky tho he misses me too even tho I saw him 2 days ago haha me and him have been having these gunny texting conversations well more like dirty cause we are at the ages when our minds are really dirty and stuff but I like it. He keeps going on about feeling me up cause what he does he runs his hand up my leg but then stops like with a few tiny inches to go HAHA so he gets to enjoy himself and then ladt night we were talking and I asked him to say something dirty cause I wanted to see how dirty he could get so this is what he said...BTW it left me excited

"Well first I want to show you my bed then throw you onto it gently of course, I then would get on top of you and start to undress you slowly at the same time kissing your neck downwards still kissing you I would somehow yank off your jeans and move down to your legs I would once again kiss the inside of your legs and from there on I will let your imagination take place"  SO that was that bit then I said I didn't want my imagination to take place so I told him to keep going "Ok I keep kissing you all over and I mean all over and I eventually get inside you"

Now hows that he left me tingling without even running his hands up my legs LOL! Sorry if that creeped you out people but haha you gotta admit thats exciting LOL! I did say some drity things back but I deleted those messages I always delete things in my outbox!

Ezz

2009-Jul-25 - ...Locky

Currently Listening to: Breathe

Mood: still HAPPY!!

I just feel like blogging about Locky cause he is the best boyfriends in the entire world!! But he doesn't believe me for example I will tell him I had a great day and he will be like what did you do? And I will be like well I had the whole day with the best guy ever and he will be like damn now I am jelous he is one lucky guy but sorry I am going to have to kill him and then I will always be like but your the pefect guy could you at least think that of yourself and lah di da di da! HAHA He is just the best ever and everyday I wonder what I did that God liked so much to give me him its just amazing! And it is 10 days till our 'vercary of a year!!! ONE FUCKING YEAR YEY!!!!

Ezz

2009-Jul-25 - ^_^

Currently Listening to: Breathe

Mood: HAPPY AS EVER!!...hungry

LOL well for the hell of it me and Locky went out today and OMIGOD! It was so awsome I dont really know how hugging him, sleeping on him and shit is awsome it just is HAHA!! I will start with the start!! Well I met him at the gardens like the last time we went out and we just walked around for no reason and we talked as you do and we hugged just a little, then we went to go get lunch (chips) and we went to the central park just like last time and we ate them, then lust like last time we went behind the war memorial and sat on the grass I laid on him for a bit and then stayed sleeping on the ground for a bit. We hugged a heap more he threw paper at my ass cause he found it entertaining then he kept shoving his hand up my top to tickle my back lol then he sat on my back and then I rolled over and then he sat on my stomach and pinned me to the ground I swore he was gonna do something to me but he didn't LOL! Ok so he got off me and I sat between his legs and he wrapped his arms around me and I just loved that ^^ we walked back to the gardens and we mucked around of the hill he tried to get me roll down the hill with him but he didn't succeed LOL so he just hugged me more its amazing when he hugs me LOL! Then we just sat with eachother and then I had to go which is reasonable we got 4 hours with eachother so he hugged and kissed me goodbye and that was that!!

By the way that is just skimming over what happened there was much more hugging in between everything LOL!!

XDDD Ezz!

2009-Jul-12 - ..........booooo

Currently listening to: Sleep

Mood: meh.......<3

There is still like hardly anything for me to say! Tomorrow is my last day of the holidays >.< I REALLY DONT WANNA GO BACK!!!!!! School litterally drives me to hell and back every time I go there! I really do wanna see Locky tho so I guess I do have to go back! ^ ^

Ezz!

2009-Jul-8 - nother booooooring day

Currently listening to: Kill all your friends

Mood: soooooo bored

Well I woke up at quarter to 1 this afternoon so basically another normal holiday, day. I was only up late because I sent this one text to Locky it was a picture that said

"All I want it some1 that will treat me right.

They will never ignore me.

Won’t flirt with another girl.

Will call me beautiful.

&when I need him most.

He'll always be there for me."

Then he got the impression that he needed to send another long text LOL so he sent that at 5 to midnight, it said..."The minute I wake up I think of you, your lips, your face just you. I start my job in the mornings and when the sun starts to poke out of the darkness I see you shining bright, the fist smile I see, I can see you with all your happiness. I hear the birds tweet as they fly and I think of your beautiful voice throughout the day. All little things remind me of you. When the moon starts to hide I think of you and what you did hoping you are happy but when I see you I don’t think about you, nothing reminds me of you because I see all of you. You’re beautiful lips, your shining eyes, your gorgeous voice. You tell me what you did. So I don’t think when I am with you cause I know you are the one for me and I want you to know that I love you and always will xoxo" It made me cry at the end cause I like to know always that he really does love me!

My eyes filled with tears so yeah I was up thinking of something to send to him and that to a while but it was worth it mine was..."Well where do I start school will do...hehe every morning I have to get up and it terrible lol! But then I think yay I am going to see Locky today. I jump out of bed and get ready. You’re on my mind the whole morning and sometimes my mum will ask why I am staring into space, but I don’t tell her it’s all your fault hehe. Ok so when I am at school I cant wait to see you, to hug you, to kiss you, for you to keep me warm on the cold mornings, I never want you to let go. At the eng of the day it’s the same...I don’t want to say goodbye I just want to stay in your arms. The other day when it was just you and me I really loved it. When we were on the grass at the park all I wanted to do was be in your arms, when  laid on you I really had been wanting to do that  for ages lol, but I just didn't want to move I wanted to listen to you talking to me, hear your breathing, hear your heart beating...just for me...I know that’s where I was supposed to be with you always and forever I don’t ever want to hurt you, I don’t ever want to loose you. To loose you would just kill me, there wouldn't be much of a reason for me to live a life without you and...And I will always love you, more than some people think xoxo"

So yeah me and Locky have a very special relationship even though we may be afraid of some things to come we know that we will always be together!

EZZ!

2009-Jul-6 - Keep thinking positive

I THINK POSITIVE...

...LOCKY DOESN'T SOMETIMES!

LOL!

BUT YEAH KEEP THINKING POSITIVE

2009-Jul-6 - True love

2009-Jul-6 - ......yesterday

Currently listening to: Dead

Mood: tiered but really happy.......still XD

Well what can I say I am still in the holidays and still missing Locky...but I got to spend a full 3 and a half hours with him yesterday...we kinda planned to see eachother so it was cool and if I am lucky I will get to see him again this week. I will try and explain my "date" in full detail LOLZ!

Well I woke up at quater to 10 because my mum wanted me atleast a little bit awake LOL! So yeah I woke up ate some cerial and sorta stumbled into some skinny legs...I couldn't find any tops and the ones I wanted were wet so I put them in the dryer while that was happening I washed my face with my new "Proavtive!!" and then aplied makeup and did my hair simple...I went to retrieve my clothes still slightly wet but WHO CARES!! Then I got in the car with my mum yeah.

I texted Locky he said he got to the gardens (thats where we were meeting) and hour early so at 10 instead of 11 anywho I got to the gardens at about 5 past 11 and said bye to my mum who went off to do the shopping. I went through the front gates Locky was waiting in the bushes with his bike.

"Hey" I said

"Hi" He said "I was planning to scare you but your mum parked where you could see me"

"Haha"

I went up and hugged him and told him I missed him and he told me the same and he kissed me. He explained why he had his bike because no one was at home so he had to ride. We walked around the park for a while sitting down accasionally hugging eachother and kissing. We went down to the grass ear the lake and sat on a seat carved from wood for a while where we did more hugging and kissing LOL! Then we went into town to get some hot chips and went to the town park to eat them. We walked over to the back of the war memorial that is centered in the park to sit on the grass that wasn't wet LOL!

We talked and then he layed down and I finally did something that I have been wanting to do for ages. I just layed on his chest and listened to his heart beating and him almost talking me to sleep and it was really sweet and I knew that this is where I always belonged with him. My phone buzzed in my pocket i wouldn't get up but Locky rolled over so he was on top of me saying come on get up I still wouldn't move so he continued sitting on my stomach and playing with my hair I got up he kissed me and I checked my phone it was my mum telling me to hurry up I asked for an extra 10 minutes and I got them so we layed back down I started going to sleep on him again.

We got up cause my time was up and walked to the place where my mum was I got a heap of goodbye hugs and kisses and thats when I said my final good bye and I love you and walked to find my mum T_T

So here I am now missing Locky like hell but glad that yesterday happened!

Ezz

2009-Jul-1 - read carefully

2009-Jul-1 - I used to do this all the time